It was sunny all day. In the morning, I felt much calmer than the last few days. I skipped the breakfast, and took notes as to the results of tarot reading I paid for yesterday. I took the notes on sticky notes and put them on the bottom edge of the monitor. The gist of the message was “just let yourself do something fulfilling to my soul, and don’t give a shit about what’s the right or efficient way to do it”. For me, something fulfilling to my soul would first and foremost be music making. It’s not hanging around with my friends, nor dating a woman. It’s not exercising, eating too much carbohydrates, watching short videos on social media, either. Making pieces of music that I’m content with would be of enormous significance for my life; it would mean even much more if I could create an album that only have songs I can confidently showcase to the world. I can do this, and there’s no reason to give it up now.
I saw my parents in the afternoon. We had lunch together, went for shopping, and walked home. I got two shirts, and a pale green grass that I had seen a couple months ago and have remembered since. I had a short nap until we went out again for supper, which we had at a Chinese restaurant we have known since I was little. After we were back home, I resumed creating this website and wrote the first post, which is this entry. Hello to the world!
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